I hate my bumper boobs, I’ve lost track of the size & never let my man see them, I’ll get strangers to pay for new ones
A BIG-BREASTED woman has revealed she hates her massive boobs so much that she has never let he boyfriend of six years see them.
Holly Norman said that she is too scared to even find out how big her boobs actually are, and has been dubbed Holly Willough-booby by her mates.
The 23-year-old said that her boobs "droop to her belly button" and give her searing back pain.
She also gets an awful rash and massive welts on her shoulders from having to squeeze into bras that are too small for her.
Holly admitted that she "can't face" getting her boobs measured and instead forces herself into a 36H bra.
The travel operations co-ordinator is determined to live a normal life, and so has set up a GoFundMe page to raise money to get a breast reduction.
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She said she can't understand why her boyfriend (who has never seen her without a bra on) is with her when she looks "like this".
Holly, from Swindon, Wiltshire, told Kennedy News: "I've been with my partner for six years and even to this day I still don't want him to see me without a bra on, including when we have sex.
"They've very droopy, they hit my belly button. I constantly wear a bra, I feel really uncomfortable without wearing one because they're just so low.
"Around my boyfriend I think 'how can you actually want to be with me when I look like this?' It's very sad.
"I don't actually know what my bra size is, at present I'm just guessing.
"The bra I'm wearing now doesn't fit properly but I don't want to go and get measured because I don't want to face what cup size I am because I just find it disgusting.
"I'm currently wearing a 36H. It doesn't fit, my boobs spill out of the cups.
"Some people call me 'Holly with the big t*ts' or 'Holly Willough-booby' after Holly Willoughby.
"I don't think there's any malice in it but when someone is specifically pointing out something that you don't like about yourself it's very difficult."
Holly's boobs have been larger-than-average since she was in primary school, and have been a source of unwanted attention throughout her life.
She said: "I've had boobs since the age of nine in primary school.
"When we'd get changed for PE I would think 'none of them are wearing a bra, they're flat-chested. Why am I not flat-chested?'.
"At secondary school my breasts got up to about a DD/E cup, maybe even pushing an F or a G-cup.
"They've always been there. I'm not the skinniest person and I fully admit that but even when I was at my skinniest I still had these on my chest. There's no getting around it.
"When we would do PE at secondary school I would have to wear two bras just to try and keep them in check.
"I experienced upper back pain, lower back pain, dents in my shoulders from where my bra straps sit because they're so heavy.
"Lads at school did point things out, there were comments. Getting all that unwanted attention made me feel insecure.
"I felt like the odd one out. It was a tough time going through school and always having a bigger chest.
"I think there was a hint of jealousy from girls. I think every flat chested girl wants boobs but honestly, they don't want them.
"My school shirts would always have the gape in the chest area, I would position the tie to hide it.
"I struggled to find bras that fitted. I was at a point where I was taking bras out of my mum's drawer and borrowing them."
Holly, who wears a size 16, tries to hide her large breasts by wearing tops that are way too big for her, in size 20 and 22.
She said: "Normally I wear baggy clothes on the top but that doesn't do my figure any good. I find clothes shopping a nightmare.
"I went on holiday in May last year and looked for swimsuits that would specifically cover my breast area.
"I had one that's got drapes around the front. It's more like a vest at the front as it completely covers my chest area, that's what I feel comfortable in.
"[Otherwise] I feel like people will look at me, they'll see my boobs and think 'oh she's just getting her boobs out for attention'.
"I just feel very self conscious so I try and hide it all away because I don't want people to think that of me."
She said she has been considering getting a breast reduction from a very young age.
Holly said: "I've been thinking about breast reduction since I was about 15 or 16 years old, so it's been a long time, it's not an impulse.
"I suffer with a really sore back, sore shoulders, a sore neck and bra straps leave dents in my shoulders.
"I also get heat rashes on the underboob in the crease.
"They stick out so much, they do get in the way of things, they do bang into things.
"I just really want to turn my life around and be able to do normal day-to-day activities - go on holiday and wear a swimming costume or bikini that I don't feel like I'm having to cover up.
"I want to live normally and not have my boobs be the bane of it."
Holly's operation will cost £9,500 in total and she is hoping to raise money for me £1,500 deposit through GoFundMe
Holly has had an initial consultation with a private surgeon for the £9,500 op and is looking to raise the £1,500 deposit through GoFundMe.
She said: "I've found a private surgeon and I know what route to go down.
"It sounds very scary what they want to do. They would have to take the nipple off completely, cut away the underneath of the boob and put on a nipple graft.
"I would never have any sensation in my nipple again or be able to breastfeed but that's something I'm willing to sacrifice.
"We didn't discuss a definite cup size to go down to. I do still want a little bit of something there to fit with my frame as small as a C or D if that's achievable."
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