EASTENDERS legend Cheryl Fergison has revealed for the first time how she was diagnosed with womb cancer.
The actress, who played Heather Trott in the BBC soap for five years, found out she had the disease nine years ago.
Cheryl, 58, described receiving the diagnosis as "like an out of body experience" and admitted to fearing the worst.
Speaking to the Mirror, she said: “I was in absolute shock; stunned to the core. I couldn’t believe the doctor was talking about me.”
“All I could think was ‘I have to get this thing out of me’ but it was very difficult. It impacted how I felt as a woman. I’d not long married Yassine and suddenly any thought of having a child together had been taken away."
Cheryl underwent a hysterectomy, robbing her of the chance of having another child, and she told how the disease brought upon early menopause.
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It affected how she saw herself as a woman with Cheryl calling it an "horrendous time".
There were times when she questioned if she would survive the illness.
She said: "Yes, there were some dark moments when I thought: ‘am I going to die?’ Am I going to leave my husband without a wife, my son without a mum? But I am strong and I’d knock those thoughts away. I was determined that it wasn’t going to beat me.”
During her dark health battle, Cheryl was supported by co-star Dame Barbara Windsor and Steve McFadden.
Late Barbara, who played Queen Vic matriarch Peggy Mitchell, supported Cheryl financially.
At the time, Cheryl was experiencing some money troubles and kind Babs insisted on helping out with the bills, leaving the grateful star in tears.
While Phil Mitchell star Steve let Cheryl recover from her surgery in his Cornish bolthole.
Cheryl finally got the all clear last year and is now urging women to listen to their bodies and investigate anything that doesn't feel right.
